hollydolly
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Thanks Trish..I have a feeling his new partner will one day wish she had never met him. I hope your divorce goes smoothly and you enjoy a much better life than he ever does. x
Thanks Trish..I have a feeling his new partner will one day wish she had never met him. I hope your divorce goes smoothly and you enjoy a much better life than he ever does. x
No worries. Sorry for pressing you on it. I hope you are okay.Thanks Trish..
sometimes I think I've got over all the crying.. and I'm moving on... and then I see the reminders ( pictures).. and I step back 3 steps... in my recovery...my fault entirely. I should just wait until the divorce is all over, before talking about it...No worries. Sorry for pressing you on it. I hope you are okay.
I totally agree, abuse is completely different from two people just deciding to get a divorce, for whatever reason. Unfortunately, many abused people are afraid to leave the abusive person, and even though they should get a divorce, they stay in the abusive relationship.Abuse is almost a separate topic. It can take many forms and range from relationship power plays to the horrific.
I will give them credit. #1 had all the right in the world to despise me BUT she realized early on she let me down as much as I let her down. We had a wonderful time last summer at the big beach house our daughter rented in St Augustine. We went up on the roof with a glass of wine and talked about old times. I mean, hell, we were together 30 yrs. I still love her and she is a remarkable woman. I told her if Dennis ever dies (her husband) I would ask her ask her out. She said she would go.I have heard about relationships like you have with your ex-wives, but I have never witnessed such. I'm not going to say, "You must be a great guy". I'm going to say, "The 3 or 4 of you must have had a quality of relationship that I am not familiar with." In other words, you don't get all the credit. These women must get credit too.
@hollydolly your husband thinks you are/were the problem in your marriage and by leaving you, the issue no longer exists for him. Plus he has some young thing fawning all over him now which further inflates his ego. Truth is, he has a severe personality defect and this has been a pattern in his life. Was he married before you and he met? I'd wager that whatever he did to you, he did to her, too. And as for the newbie in his life, he'll eventually find fault with her. It's just a matter of time.try 20.. ! terrible isn't it ?
Mine got away with it..for several reasons..
1..because I'm generally a very trusting person
2..because he worked long hours.. aside from some weekends and holidays.. I only saw him 1/2 an hour a day max...he'd come home, speak for 10 minutes, shower and bed..
3.. because when alarm bells did ring.. and I would ask questions I was accused of being insanely jealous. psychotic, need psychiatric help. etc .. so I would keep quiet about my suspicions..
I once...just one picked my husband up from work....it was meant as a surprise because his car was being repaired and he said he was going to get a cab home.. so I thought Id surprise him... and drove 30 miles to his work to pick him up..
He acted surprised, and all was fine so it seemed but much later I heard he was telling people that I was a stalker..
A stalker ! ? My own husband ?..one time in 20 years I surprise him...
It was only after we separated that I was able to put 2 & 2 together... and realise what was really going on.. that in fact he'd been telling co-workers that he and I lived separately in the same house.. and that was how he was able to get away with taking so many women out to lunch or dinner, and flirting at work...
yes he was married before me.. but many years before and it only lasted a year. Of course in his telling of it.. she was to blame. he went on to have a couple more live-in relationships... ..and the one before me , was volatile.. but again he explained it away by saying she's Argentinian she had a Latino temper, .. and I believed him because he's very quietly spoken... and anyone meeting him for the first or even several times would think he was harmless..@hollydolly your husband thinks you are/were the problem in your marriage and by leaving you, the issue no longer exists for him. Plus he has some young thing fawning all over him now which further inflates his ego. Truth is, he has a severe personality defect and this has been a pattern in his life. Was he married before you and he met? I'd wager that whatever he did to you, he did to her, too. And as for the newbie in his life, he'll eventually find fault with her. It's just a matter of time.
The reason I write this to you is because it's an exact page out of my own life book. I lived it, too. It's a difficult road to walk but the only way out is through. You'll recover and you'll find a new version of your life that will abound with peace. This is promise you.
I don't know, @hollydolly but it is uncanny. We grew up in different parts of the world and yet we have traveled similar, almost parallel, life paths.yes he was married before me.. but many years before and it only lasted a year. Of course in his telling of it.. she was to blame. he went on to have a couple more live-in relationships... ..and the one before me , was volatile.. but again he explained it away by saying she's Argentinian she had a Latino temper, .. and I believed him because he's very quietly spoken... and anyone meeting him for the first or even several times would think he was harmless..
Leann why am I not surprised you lived that life too?.. Our lives have had so many similarities it's uncanny...
You’re absolutely right. Unconsciously abuse survivors pick partners that will abuse them. They don’t feel like they deserve any better. Most abuse survivors turn into automatic people pleasers so attract the most narcissistic people.@Leann, I am curious. Were you an abuse survivor growing up? I've been noticing a pattern of people abused as children who unconsciously seem to seek same as adults. If a person starts out with this type of 'love' is that what they think love is? That this is how life is? Violent, untrustworthy?